Sunday, October 28, 2007

The sexual is spiritual

It had been 6 weeks since I'd felt him moving inside me, and as always, that first time it was difficult to fit him in. Even kneeling astride, juicy with longing, my weight pressing down, I struggled to fit him in. A few inches and I wanted to start moving, to rock on his cock, but he likes to savor the feeling of being fully engulfed. So I worked myself down on him, feeling him stretching me open, feeling the upward glide of his heat. I stopped and moaned. "Almost," he said, and turned himself into a bow, his body arching, pressing the arrowhead of his cock deeper. I gasped, winced a little, my body stiffening. I love the place we were approaching, but getting there is not without discomfort. "Almost," he said again, and we pressed against each other and I tilted my hips a fraction and then, ah then, I felt like swooning. "There!" he said, and smiled up at me, and his eyes glowed. "You can feel that?" I asked him, as I ground myself against him, as I ground that spot inside me against the head of his cock. "How can you tell?" I wondered in awe. How could he tell that where he was, right there, gave me so much pleasure that my nipples tightened and my entire being felt like it was balancing on the point of orgasm. "It fits like lock and key," he answered. I smiled, knowing the analogy to be an apt one. We stayed that way for a full minute, at least, and I worked my muscles around him, and he purred with pleasure, and then I started moving, posting on him, up and down, the thickness of him charging through me, forcing me open again and again. I came, hit an orgasmic plateau, and rocked with a series of orgasms that hit in waves, one after another. My body tingled, I felt light-headed, the way I would after a fit of sneezes, and I rode him still, sliding the key home in its lock, over and over again, until my throat was raw from my cries and I was swaying atop him, all equilibrium gone. I slid off him and sprawled on the bed, my chest heaving, my thighs trembling. "Water, please," I whispered, and he got up and brought me a glass of blessedly cool water and helped me hold it to my mouth. He put the glass aside and got back into bed. "Mmmm... thank you," I purred and moved to snuggle up to him. "I'm not finished yet," he said, and fit himself between my thighs. I said hello to the gibbous moon on my way to the stars. Our heavenly bodies moved together, slowly at first as he gave me time to adjust to the different angle of penetration, then faster and harder, until his sweat fell on me like divine rain. Little sounds and changes in breath, harbingers of male orgasm, alerted me, and I worked my muscles around him, clenching and releasing, worshipping the divine spark in him, intent on maximizing his pleasure. We kissed as he climaxed, and it tasted of salt, and he pulsed inside me, and moaned incoherently, his sounds a benediction, his seed a sacred gift. Love was the afterglow, spreading through me even as he continued to gasp and twitch on me and in me. Tears pricked my eyes. I was reminded that beyond the urgency of orgasm, sex grants access to the sacred. Love is sacrosanct in all its forms of expression, and the sexual, in particular, can be deeply spiritual.

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Nothing particularly erotic or deep

The weekend bore the promise of melted chocolate and debauchery --unfulfilled. Yet despite that disappointment, I had a wonderful time. I woke up at 5:30am from an erotic dream that had me so aroused I masturbated to orgasm 3 times before I felt ready to get out of bed. At 9am I met up with a friend that I took to a little old hot springs resort in the Columbia River Gorge, just 7 miles from the Bridge of the Gods. We soaked in big old clawfoot tubs for half an hour, and then when we were fully poached and wrinkled, we went into a cooler room where they wrapped us up like mummies and covered our eyes and let us rest for as long as we liked. The weather was lovely. The mornings were misty and cool, and when the mist burned off the quality of the light was amazing. It is a good thing I always carry my camera with me. Saturday's chocolate birthday event was canceled, so I spent my evening with the birthday boy at a local wine bar, sipping 10 wines and eating bread and cheese and chatting for 3 hours.

Today was a lazy day. I did not get out of bed until 11:30 am, a dramatic difference from Saturday morning's rising at 5:30am. I puttered around, doing some unpacking and staring at blank walls trying to determine what artwork will go where. The afternoon had more of that brilliant autumn light, and so I headed down to the river with camera in tow and stopped by the community garden to take photos. Most of the harvesting is done, but the gourds and squashes remain, as do the towering sunflowers and the dahlias. I took some wonderful macro shots of flowers and fruit. 150 photos and a fully discharged battery later, I finished running errands and went home to brew some jasmine tea and read.

Right now I am listening to a playlist consisting of Ani di Franco and Melissa Ferrick -- who are on tour together. Tendrils of nag champa scent the air. My belly is full of chicken and rice with lemon grass sauce. Life is good. And simple. Thankfully.


Monday, October 08, 2007


Six hands, three mouths, numerous arms and legs entangled.
Lips meeting, parting. Meeting lips, meeting flesh, meeting sex.
Nipples, three sets. Three colours and sizes.
Flirting fingertips. Squeezing. Pinching. Teasing.
Irregular breathing. Gasping. Sighing. Panting.
Contentment cooling on the skin, bodies spooned.

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